Puzzled by your love .

I think i still love him .
I miss him .
I want him to hold me again .
I want him to hug me .
I don't know .
Second thought , i don't want .
Third thought , i want .
What should i do .
I don't know does this process even call ''Love'' ?
I didn't know whats ''Love'' , nobody there's to teach me .
How ?
Who will ?
The person is unknown .
The person is mysterious .
The person will harm you .
The person is him .
The person with holding needle ready to poke your heart .
Strong enough to crush my heart .
Strong enough to ....